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Joshua James
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Lawn Full of Marigolds
I moved myself west to find a philosophy, to learn my geography at best. Where the mountains are cold, the rain drops it's tears, I'm told. Amongst the ashes a heart of gold, they say. I guess it's best to imagine it that way.
So I bought me a book to teach me the ways of God, to open my tarnished heart from it. Started praisin' the Lord & talkin' in tongues & code; I did repairs on that broken road back home. I guess it's better than being alone.
And now to death: I'm dying. To love: I'm trying. To God: I'm lying again. And to my Ma: I've failed you. To my Pa: I [always]blamed you. And to God: I have shamed you again. Find more lyrics at ※ Mojim.com
So I moved myself out, I pictured a better home- a lawn full of marigolds, I guess. I headed back east, started thinking my hope away, depression was the one to stay since then. Now, I take pills to push it from my head. Yes, I take pills to push it from my head.
And now to death: I'm dying. To love: I'm trying. To God: I'm lying again. And to my Ma: I've failed you. To my Pa: I [always]blamed you. And to God: I have shamed you again. To God: I have shamed you again. To God: I have shamed you again. Again.
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